Why me God? Why would you choose me?

I found out today that I failed my class. I feel really worthless and am ready to give up on this engineering stuff.

I try not to let it bug me, but yesterday rode to the beach almost in tears because I was so upset. Not because I feel I'm wronged but because I'm flawed and need a savior.

Wedding

So Bobbie and Emily got married yesterday.

I got asked to be in the wedding party with less than a weeks notice... it was kinda crazy, never been in a wedding before so I underestimated how much time I need to put aside for it I ended up taking a night off work. I would say It went off without a hitch, but Bobbie and Emily are hitched now.

After, I went to the starlight parade with rachel and got home completely exhausted, however I could not sleep and ended up staying up til 2am